At The Springs

After Benedek got on the bus to Belgrade I once more walk up to the springs, this time I want to see where the path actually leads. It's getting warmer than expected, making altitude with every step I take. Some cars pass me by, obviously there is something worth going to. Indeed, not far from where I stopped the ascend last week, there is the more or less abandoned constuction site for the new spa hotel, the signs still advertiseing the project and the date of completion: December 30th 2011. In front of the fence there are outlets of two springs, the Veliko Guber (Big Guber) and Očna voda (eye water).

Two families are collecting water, the boys also climb further up the mountain to have a look over the fence. One of the women tells me something about the water, but retreats when she realizes I don't understand. They then discuss among themselves, I understand something about English and in the next moment a boy of about 14 approaches me in polite and good English. He is surpriesd that someone from Germany comes here travelling to such a remote place. They are Bosnians from Tuzla who came to visit the memorial in Potočari and get healing water. He is glad to learn that people in Germany know about the genocide of Srebrenica. Unfortunately he is not optimistic about the future of the different ethnic groups of Bosnia living together peacefully. He also translates for his father who is aveteran of the Bosnian army. When they ask what I do and hear that I will be a psychiatrist the reaction is the usual half bitter, half joking grin, 'oh no, you're reading our minds! But yes, we all need a psychiatrist in Bosnia...' The boy knows the English term post-traumatic stress disorder and the father knows what it feels like: 'You know, your emotions die inside of you, from getting used to seeing people being killed. From killing people yourself.' I feel quite honored to be trusted in this way outside of a professional setting.

When they filled all their water bottles, rinsed their eyes with eye water and get back into the cars - not without offering me a ride and leaving me a pack of juice - we are happy to have had this conversation.

I stay at the springs writing down all the unfinished blog posts in a school notebook I just got from the supermarket, drinking water and now also juice, only occasionally disturbed by a giant hornet.
After a while a British car with three young men parks in front of the fence, they ask me, first in Bosnian, if there is any way to get closer to the springs, I don't think so. Two of them don't speak English, but the third one lives in England, so we chat a little, he is happy to hear I am in med school, he works at a hospital himself. When I answer the obligatory question about my future specialization there is that crooked grin again: 'Oh well, this region's gonna need a hell o' a lotta that!' Well, what can I say... Actually I am quite surprised in a positive way that it is not a taboo to talk about psychiatric assistance.

Taking A Break: Srebrenica II

I didn't think I'd be back that soon, but after having figured out how to get from Belgrade to Istanbul, shaky health and the feeling of having had enough to process for a while make me see I am not yet ready for such a huge city in such a new country, nor for two nights on transportation. So, after having spent literally hours on finding out how to get back to Srebrenica I return to the spectacular road along the Drina and the less than spectacular little border crossing (no one even touches my ID this time). 

There is one other guest at the hostel, Benedek from Hungary, he has been here before, too. And he is a semi-professional photographer, I highly recommend his page on fb, you can find a lot of pictures there both of places I visited, too, and many others, architecture, geometrical forms, colors and the people surrounded by these (Explanations are mainly in Hungarian, but I think you don't necessarily need explanations). We walk across town for an evening drink and to take some pictures afterwards. With the East, the West and art (geometrical photography and Caspar David Friedrich - who was born in my university town where some of his much depicted buildings still exist) there is a lot to talk about.

Street art at the sportsground

New mosque

Orthodox church

 

 Chapel reminding of the Franciscans' monastery

 Old gravestone with traditional ornaments behind the chapel

After Benedek leaves for Belgrade on the next day I spent a lot of time just sitting somewhere, preferrably not in the sun, reading and writing and taking long walks. This calm and friendly place without any obtrusive distraction is just perfect for taking a break. And taking pictures seems to be contagious, unfortuanately there is something behind my lens, I post some pictures anyway.

 Rain, finally

 

Morning mists

Instead of two I stay for four days in order to fully recover and witness the change of seasons, water restrictions are lifted as thunderstorms with heavy rains start to occur every afternoon around four. It even gets chilly at night which doesn't keep Miloš and me, later joined by the new girl from Italy, from chatting asway for hours on end on Sunday night with the cats' rank issues as a show on the side. It is actually hard to leave, but I also started to look forward to going to Istanbul, so I go. And I know I will be back.

Shining Novi Sad

I didn't know anything about Novi Sad except for that it exists, and in day trip distance from Belgrade at that, and some friends told me it was worth seeing. Nela and Goran confirm this and tell me about the Danube beach park which (funny for Germans as Strand is the German word for beach) is called Shtrand. So I buy some sweet Serbian rolls with poppy seed filling and after 90 more minutes on transportation I reach Novi Sad central station, situated at the end of a huge and long boulevard that leads right down to the river and the beach.

The sky is a bit overcast and it is not as warm as in the previous days, so I take just a short dip in the river. It's a working day and it's "cold", so there are only few people, some families speaking both German and Serbian, four French girls, some older couples. The surface of the sand is damp, probably they got at least some rain, too, last night.

After just sitting and musing for an hour or so I follow my thumb rule of if possible not to take the same road back and find a neatly designed sporting path leading along the river with seperate lanes for runners (with rubber covering), pedestrians and cyclists. Eventually I do return to the boulevard for a short time - and on the other side of it, so not the same way, it really is an enormously wide boulevard until I turn right to reach the old town.

When I do it's like a light being switched on. These streets, too, are relatively wide considering the two storey houses along them and the houses are all painted in light yellow, pink and cream and seem to emit light, shining on the flowers in big pots along the roads, the café tables and the people walking in the car free street. (I am not quite able, however, to capture this light on photo...) At the main square I see the first of many especially beautifully ornated churches. I criss-cross through the old town finding more shining houses, some with even more shinig gold, blue and red icon mosaics on the walls and more beautiful churches.

The connecting street back to the boulevard is different yet again, wide, but with somewhat bigger buildings standing with some space around them and very green trees on both sides of the streets. I unfortunately have to pass by the synagogue as I want to catch the 6 o'clock train back to Belgrade. The boulevard is even longer than I thought it was so I get a little work out and after getting my ticket I make it to the right platform just in time to catch the short train, covered in grafitti, but clean on the inside and so I rumble home.
Or nearly so. It takes me almost as long to get to Nela's and Goran's home because of a tram line that was not working and a bus driver who doesn't know the names of his own stops. A boy of maybe 14 who speaks excellent English saves me in the end as he enables three helpful women to discuss my problem and lead me to the right stop.

White Capital: Belgrade

After only two days that feel both long and short as time spent with great people in a great place usually does I get on the eleven o'clock bus to Belgrade. After crossing the Bosnian-Serbian border here formed by the river Drina at a small check point that doesn't carry any border tension and changing the bus in Ljubovija I am in for truly amazing views of the river we follow in its valley, it's not easy though to take photos as the bus is shaking and trees constantly get into the picture. Then suddenly for the first time since I left Northern Germany the landscape turns flat. The Serbian highway takes me through many sunflower and some melon fields until we reach Belgrade, cross the Sava and finally stop at the big and busy central bus station. My couchsurfing hosts will return from their weekend out of town only in the late afternoon, so I take a first walk through the city center. Belgrade is light, bright (doing its name justice), feels considerably bigger to me than Sarajevo and looks quite impressive with its monumental churches and government buildings, but never the less it feels welcoming to me. Once more I am a good customer of the ice-cream sellers who sit beneath their sunshades virtually everywhere in the city. Later I meet my hosts Goran and Nela at the central station and they take me to their appartment in the outskirts of the city where the hills begin. We spend a relaxing evening with home grown salad and good conversations about language, soccer, music and history.

I spend the following days enjoying the lively atmosphere of Belgrade by just walking around, visiting the fortress of Kalemegdan where the Sava joins the Danube, the huge Orthodox churches of St. Sava and St. Mark and an exhibition on the last royal families of Serbia. Many other museums are unfortunately closed, because of renovations or for unknown reason as the Ivo Andrić museum. I mentioned him before and promised some more information, he is the 1961 Nobel Prize for Literature laureate and one of the most important Serbian writers. In his award winning novel "The Bridge on the Drina" he draws an epic picture of Ottoman Bosnian society and the undertaking of building a magnificent bridge, the  Mehmed Paša Sokolović Bridge in Višegrad. I find the book really capturing though cruel at times and it offers important background knowledge on this region. I buy an English translation in Belgrade - which adds to the weight of my backpack, but I don't want to wait until I return to Germany to read it. Later in the day I meet Nela and Goran and we always have lots to talk and joke about and as as Nela and I both are psychologists we also gain some insights on the structures of our subject in the other country. Apart from that she shows me the memorial for the national broadcasting employees that were killed by NATO bombs in 1999. The war is still present here, too.
It is still quite warm during the days, but the evenings are perfect for sitting outside, especially for having pizza on a swimming restaurant at sunset:

Although they have a lot of work I get to meet Predrag, the national director of YFU Serbia and his current German volunteer Sandra. YFU is the abbreviation of Youth For Understanding, the high school student exchange organisation I joined as a volunteer after spending my exchange year in Latvia. We find a café at the walls of the Kalemegdan and it's one of the times that make me realize ever so clearly why I am still active with YFU - and that I should see to contribute more again than I did since I started med school. For one thing, YFU Germany is huge, old, well-functioning, in a one-man-show (plus volunteers, of course) such as YFU Serbia the connection to the reasons why we do this is somehow easier to grasp. Actually the reason for YFU to come into existence more than 55 years ago was to introduce young Germans to a functioning democracy in order to enable them to help building one in their own country. And reflecting on a recent meeting in Norway and my experiences in Germany and Latvia, we come across quite some similarities between German and Serbian societies after their last war that Central European media usually leaves unmentioned. Both our countries are widely recognized as the bad guys, an attribute that eonly ever so slowly allows for some additional characteristics to be acknowledged besides the guilt. Both Serbia and Germany were faced with considerable numbers of refugees of their own nationality having to leave their homes in territories lost in the war and usually not welcomed by their neighbors in their new towns. In Predrag's words I clearly feel the hurt of being put into one corner, first bombed - with some "collateral damage" of children and other civilians killed by the NATO - and then isolated, the latter in some ways even more suffocating. Why did Germany participate in this, he asks me. I was only 14 back then, but I recall the extremely heated discussions about sending German armed forces abroad for the first time since WWII. And how we needed to be very certain that if we go abroad and bomb someone those have to be the bad guys, how the left wing government that decided to join had to overstretch many of its fundamental beliefs. How they then tried to believe that there is such a thing as a clean war, with surgically precise missiles. "Collateral damage" was elected the Unwort (something like "anti-word", bad public use of language) of the year 1999 in Germany.
Somehow, as my Serbian friend Ivana in Istanbul put it, every story in Bosnia or Serbia begins and ends with the war. I try not to stick too close to this, after all, there is much more to this region, just as there is more than Nazis to my country.

And after finishing my lemonade (fresh lemon juice squeezed into a glass of water, add sugar or honey to your own taste), my standard drink in the Balkans, and continuing the conversation with Predrag and Sandra on the way home I think that I'd really like to come here on exchange. And as I am too old for the YFU program I recommend it to everyone else: If you know some high school student interested in Southern European athmosphere and climate, Eastern European culture, rich history and great food, why not send them here?